These
brief
scenes were written mainly to keep the gears greased between writing
bouts on bigger projects. The funny thing about writing, but the more
you do it, the easier it is to do. I decided that if I could put little
efforts into one to three page stand alone pieces that I would keep the
creative juices flowing for the longer stories. So far it is working.
AnnobellumCaroline swept through the front parlor and onto the veranda a soft rustle of skirts marked her passing. Her husband sat, silent. The letter lay loose in his hands."Jean, what news do you have?" "Paul is coming home." "Is it the end of this awful war." "Yes. God be praised, at long last yes." She gently touched his shoulder. "Any word...." "No." He shook his head. "No word on either Richard or Jerold." "Jean, can you soften your anger?" He say back in the chair, the letter forgotten. "To see my sons alive, I would forgive anything Caroline. I would forgive anything." Paul
LaSaille finished hammering in the last nail. He laid the musket in the
hooks. "May it never again be rasied in anger." While we all sup sorrow with the poor There's a song that will linger forever in our ears Oh, hard times come again no more It's a song a sigh
of the weary Though we seek
mirth and beauty and music
bright and gay It's a sigh that is
wafted across the lowly
plains It's a song a sigh
of the weary Annobellum -- Garry Stahl, April 2005 Card Night"Read'm and weep Pauly." Ryan tossed the cards down on the wardroom table.""Damn it LaSaille, do you know how to loose?" "Sure I do." replied the flier with the Clark Gable grin. "I just forgot for tonight." His buddy, Patrick laughed. Lt. Paul Gram shook his head. "That wipes me out." 2nd Lt. Morris looked disappointed. "Pauly, you can quit, we have to get our money back from this Navy card shark." Gram shrugged his shoulders. "I don't have scratch Morris. How can I play?" Lt. LaSaille pointed to the new .45 Lt. Gram wore on his belt. "What about that?" "My gun?" "Why not?" Gram unhooked the holster from his belt. "If you're willing to play for GI issue, who am I to argue?" Gram placed the pistol on the table. Ryan handed him the cards. Paul Gram shuffled the cards. "Ante up boys, deuces wild." The cards softly hit the table as each player examined their hand. "Gimme two." "I'll hold." "Damn, three." The cards were again passed around the table. Gram looked around the table. Hailey tossed his cards on the table. "Fold." "Too easy Pat." LaSaille threw a fin into the pot. "I'm in." "Me too." said Morris. Gram pointed to the .45. "I'm good with that?" "Sure," LaSaille replied. "You're all in." "I stand." Silence lengthened as Morris considered. "Raise." He tossed a fin and two bucks in the pot. LaSaille considered. "Stand." and matched him. Gram nodded. Morris laid his cards out. "Two pair, aces high." Gram smiled. "Looks like we got you LaSaille." LaSaille shrugged and laid out his cards. "Full house, threes and fours." Gram's face dropped and he laid out his cards. "Three of a kind." The two aces and a duce looked a little disappointing. LaSaille gathered up the pot, including the gun. "Gentleman, it is now fifteen minutes later than we agreed to halt this game. Ensign Hailey and I have operations at 0500. We bid you goodnight." The fliers left leaving the two Marines sitting in the wardroom. Ensign Hailey grinned. "Lt. Commander Carter is going to split." "We are going to get split if we don't get in before curfew. Come on." Lt Commander Jim Carter was finishing the morning briefing. "Weather is reported to be clear and cloud free for the remainder of the day. If you see otherwise report it at once. The latest intelligence puts the Jap forces at 150 miles and closing. If anything has changed you will get reports before takeoff. Lastly, these are Devastators, not the Dauntlesses. We have not had, to my mind, near enough training in these planes. Killing Japs is good, getting you all back on the carrier is better. OK, let's suit up and roll. Lt
Commander Carter was suiting up with his squadron when he spotted Lt.
LaSaille with a big-assed holster in place of his issue .38. DefenseGerry ran down the line of trucks until he came to the first one. He levered himself on the step."Paul." The trucker rolled his window down. "Yes Sir." "OK, get rolling and don't stop for anyone short of Virgina" "Yes Sir." Gerry lowered his voice. "Paul, you have two hundred years of this stud's work behind you. Please don't lose it." Paul offered his hand, Gerry shook it. "I'll do everything humanly possible Mr. LaSaille, and God willing a little bit more." Gerry jumped down from the truck step. "ROLL OUT!" He watched the trucks leave, with his heart in his throat. When the last of the big trailers had turned out of sight he trotted back to the house. He could see the smoke from the big howitzers on the other side of the highway. The low thudding of the artillery fire sounded dully over the hills. The parlor was a buzz of activity. General Hearkens was directing communication with his forces. His aides and other officers shuffled in and out of the room. Gerry looked at the rifled musket over the mantle, it was the last time this manner of man had mudded the floors of his house. The general looked up from his computer bank. "Did you get your horses out?" "Yes. How far?" "They are fifteen miles away." "What are your plans?" "If we don't hold they will over run Lexington. I plan to hold. What are your plans?" "This is my home General. I'll be damned if any man drives me out of it." The
flashes continued over the hills long after dark. Gerry sat looking out
the bedroom window with a rifle over his lap. Aleilan lay beside him. Gerry
looked the computer screens over. The Vietnam era camo fatigues still
fit. The vacuum sealing had done its job. Tefban
looked down the hill at the camp. **So, what's the plan?** The guard looked the right size. Gerry stood up and belted him with the tree branch. The kid went down like a stuck ox. He quickly stripped him then dressed in the uniform himself. He called an Ane down to get the kid back to the farm. A quick moment of contact taught him what he needed to know. Gerry
trotted back up the hill twenty minutes later. Behind him the camp was
coming apart at the seams. The fuel and ammo dumps rocked with
explosions throwing flaming bits all over the camp. The headquarters
and officer's quarters were mostly flattened and ablaze. Just
before dawn Gerry walked back into the parlor wearing the wrong uniform
and covered in mud. The General was shouting into phones as soldiers
rushed around. Birthday"Ahem, start log, January 14, 2064."Sol is a distant light. I am further from Earth than anything man-made has ever gotten. I passed the Voyagers, passed the Rangers. I'm even further from Earth than Alpha Centauri. "Why? Why am I out here? There are easier ways to become a hermit, but I have to question that. Earth has gotten so small in the last century, small and very uncaring. Technology has made it near impossible to hide. Am I hiding? After all, I might have the first ship out the gate. I seriously doubt I have the last, or the fastest. "I might have simply picked the most interesting way to die, if I can die. I question that. Bullets, blades and bombs, oh God they hurt, but I always get better. I at best should in an ancient cripple. More likely I should be moldering bones. I am 116 years old today, and I am every bit as fit and strong as the day I turned 18. I have no right to be fit or even alive, but here I am. "Professor Smythe always said; "Never argue with facts. Facts will not casually brush aside if you disagree with them". The fact is I am alive, and I am fit. I may never know why. "Today is my birthday. No one here to celebrate except Aleilan and Elizabeth, not that I have much to celebrate. After what the bastards did to Anne, I suppose they are the only friends I have in the universe. I have nothing left but them, and this ship. No doubt all I have worked my life to preserve is gone. Destroyed by that bastard and his pet bastards. It would be like Green to take it out on my horses...." Jerry pushed away from the computer. "Damn." **You're troubled.** Aleilan nuzzled the back of his neck. **Vile thoughts. I thought I was beyond being hurt, but I left Bellicolone behind, and I left part of me in it.** **It's taken care of Jerry.** **How do you mean, it's taken dare of?** **You signed everything over to the Ansisi, money, farm the works. They will take care of it. I know how you feel, love. Those are my feelings too.** **I figured they would liquidate everything and hide.** **No. I saw to that. You love Bellicolone. And the Creator willing when you can return to Earth, it will be waiting for you to return.** Jerry spun his chair around and hugged her neck. He worked up to her head until they were nose to nose. **That's the best Birthday gift I could get.** **And don't forget. Just because we are way out here doesn't mean we are out of touch.** **The All can reach out here?** She slurped his nose. **Look around you Jerry. What do you think I spend most of my time doing?** **I have been self absorbed, haven't I." **A little.** **A lot. That ends tonight. As much good company as you two girls are, I could use some mental stretching. I am getting out into the All tonight, and maybe I'll bake that cake after all.**
Imitating ArtLt. Madison checked her board. "Commander Taggart, the aliens are closing fast."Taggart looked cool and collected. "Steady as she goes Lt. Laredo." "Yes, sir, holding steady." Dr. Lazarus looked up from his sensors. "Commander, if all goes as we expect this will be an historic first meeting." Taggart threw a grin in his direction. "Yes, but does anything ever go as we expect?" Jerry hit the pause button. **I don't know, it just isn't the same any more.** He got up from the pile of Ane he was sprawled among. **Five hours of Galaxy Quest is too many I think. It just doesn't thrill anymore.** The Ane pile shifted around a bit. Lassilan asked, **Why? You have indicated you are fan of this entertainment.** Jerry got himself a glass of oom juice. **A show about people pretending to be in space. Here I am on a world that is not Earth, among a pile of very unhuman people, watching actors pretend to be space explorers. It's dihydrogen and antimatter, not beryllium spheres. My uplink is smaller and higher tech, than their comms. Aleilan and I have crossed 74 light years of space. Real adventure, and I was scared, not throwing quips to the crew. If I want mysterious alien artifacts I need only take the shuttle back to Builder Station. What else does one say? Fiction pales before the reality.** Aleilan got up. **So are you giving up on Galaxy Quest?** Jerry shook his head. **No, I'm a too dyed in the wool fan I guess. But right now I'm feeling jaded. On the bright side I am catching up on the movies I missed first run. I'm just twitchy. It's getting late. I should turn in. I have plenty to do tomorrow.** **Would a few human faces help?** Aleilan nuzzled him under the chin. Jerry petted her absently. **It's been what, four, five years since I've seen a human face? Do I even remember how to talk?** **Judging by your singing earlier today, yes.** **Where would we get human faces?** **The Ansisi have asked to leave Earth. The post war conditions are disintegrating.** **Damn. Even if I could get the antimatter plants working on my own, I don't know if the Savanna can make the haul. Never mind if I show my face I'm likely to get shot.** **Jerry?** **Yes.** **The Express, remember?** **Oh, yea, that long distance teleport thing. We would need to work on more than my little garden and the oom orchard.** **Yes, that is why we would bring in a few at a time.** **That's a relief. More than few would rapidly strain my ability to cope.** **The more we bring, the more we have to cope. We must work quickly.** **I don't know why you are bothering to ask me, it is your world. I have to admit I'm looking forward to seeing other Humans again.** Imitating Art -- Garry Stahl, January, 2006
SettlementThe wind sighed softly through the structures around them. Towers a half mile high stood dotted among lower buildings, everything glass and crystal.Aflin M'bongalonga spoke at last. "So Jerry, what do you call this place?" Jerry shrugged his shoulders. "I've just called it the crystal city. I only come here to loot the place for useful items." "Why didn't you settle here?" "In an empty city? I'm no believer in ghosts but this place is spooky. It doesn't look like a ruin. It looks like it should be full of people, but it's not. Even on my looting trips I catch myself looking behind me suddenly." Aflin craned his neck at one of the taller towers. "But you want to settle the refugees here." Jerry waved in the direction of one of the buildings. "Come on, I'll show you why." The
building was a midget among the giants. It was a mere two stories tall.
All the unburied windows were clean. The door had been dug out of the
dirt. Jerry walked down into the hole and in the door. Aflin followed
him. The lights came up as they did. Jerry glanced at his terminal once more on the instructions of "how to stow you kit". He continued to follow them with economic movements. Meanwhile... "Man I can't believe it, I have been trying for two years to get this position, and here I am at Starfleet Academy, the bestest place in the whole universe, now I am finally here, it took me two years of hard work to get out of Billings, Montana, not that Billings isn't a great place to be mind you, but it is Montana, so I am use to wide open spaces, but not like the wide open space of space, yea man that is the ticket, and I finally got the ticket to here, Starfleet Academy where the spaces are wide and the science is cutting edge like so sharp you will bleed! What did you say your name was again?" "Jerold LaSaille, Jerold Ryan LaSaille." "Can I all you Jerry?" "Doesn't matter to me." My name is Simon, Simon Tullard, but I answer readily to Sam, man Jerry can you believe we are finally here this is just awesome, totally awesome, to be at The Academy, the very one and onliest Starfleet Academy. Four years of the best training in the universe right here in old San Fransisco, can't wait to get some time in town, I've never been here before, but I understand the town is wonderful, but not has good as The Academy no sir Bob it isn't, nothing could be as good as finally getting into Starfleet because that is indeed the place to be, everything that is happening is happening right here in Starfleet and now we are going to be a part of that, new worlds new civilizations, riding out in the latest and best of the ships in the Federation, out on the cutting edge peeling back the unknown, you couldn't ask for better than that, and it all starts right here at Starfleet Academy...." Jerry folded the last uniform, and closed his locker. It was going to be a long four years. First Day -- Garry Stahl, August 2005
"Commander James Tiberius Kirk,
on this stardate you are requested and required to take command of
the USS Lydia Sutherland NCC-1522 and to direct her in accordance to
such orders as you are given. Signed, Admiral Fanna J Carter,
Starfleet Command." Kirk folded the fancy paper
orders.
The Lydia was a small ship, it didn't
take long to get to the Captain's cabin. LaSaille was indeed still
there, a stocky man that looked if anything younger than Kirk
himself. Like himself LaSaille was in his number one His gray
polished silk jacket was open and his hat was on the kit bag lying
nearby. LaSaille got
up from the desk he was working at as Kirk came in.
Pretty obvious the timing here. About half an hour before the start of The First Principle. The jacket is speculation as we never saw the dress uniforms of the "Pike Era". The hat on the other hand was seen on Pike's desk in The Cage. We never saw anyone wear one. A hat stright out of Forbidden Planet. Star Trek was seen very much as "Forbidden Planet: The Series" as conceved. The BetJerry carefully placed the copper cap over the steel nipple. The mutter of the small crowd gathered was slightly distracting. He pulled the hammer back to full cock and lifted the heavy riffed musket to his shoulder. Silence fell over the observers as he drew a bead on the unfortunate plank at the end of the field. Kapow! A corner of the plank flew apart as the shot echoed off the Barns. There was a smattering of applause at the historical event. Jerry grinned from ear to ear. "I've always wanted to do that. Thanks Ian." "It was a pleasure Captain, but ye need to be thankin' Lt Masterson. He did the work." "Excellent work Mr Masterson. It has been a hotly debated question for nearly two hundred years as to whether this gun could be fired. Thanks to you, we have an answer." "I was an honor to work on it Captain." "Well I'd better clean it out before I hang it back up." Captain LaSaille tuned to the crowd at large. "Party down people." Giles
Masterson turned back to his lover Candy Meyers. "Pay up."
The window lit up with lightning shortly followed by a roll of thunder that shook the house. Jerry LaSaille could hear Miss Lilly on the floor below as he worked at his desk in the study. It would be a while before anyone on Earth slept through a thunderstorm after the weather caused by the Whale Probe. He snapped the PADD off with a sudden decision as thunder buffeted the windows yet again. He made his way down to the kitchen. Miss Lilly looked up from her fussing as he came in. "Mr. Jerold, you still up?" "I should ask the same question. It's well past your bed time." "I find it hard to sleep." She looked out the kitchen window at the beating rain. "I understand. I came down to raid the fridge." "Well, don't let me stop you." She peered out the window with the next flash of lightning. "There is someone on the back lawn." As if in reaction to her statement the outside lights came on followed by a pounding on the door. Jerry shot her a look and went to the door. The rapping was repeated. "Who the Hell?" Jerry opened the door. His son was framed in the opening "Clarke? How did you get here?" Clarke LaSaille stood on the back porch with water streaming down his face. "Roban. Do you mind if I come in?" Jerry stepped out of the door. "Come in, please. Miss Lilly, get a robe and some towels please." Miss Lily went for them at once. "I don't know why anyone would be out on a night like this. Mercy sakes." Her voice fadeing as she left the room. Clarke came in followed by Roban, who was equally as wet. Jerry took Roban by the nose. **Don't shiver, or we'll all be wet.** **Tall order.** His skin twitched with the suppressed instinct. "Clarke, get out of those wet things." Miss Lilly was back shortly with an armload of towels and a robe. Towels were dropped over Roban and Clarke got dry as well while Jerry dialed up some tea. Jerry then helped Roban get dried off. **Are you staying or moving to join the general herd?** **It's the middle of the rainy season. Where is everyone here?** **Tonight, in the ballroom. There might be one or two Ane wide spots left.** **Thanks.** Roban left the kitchen seeking the company of his own kind. By this point Miss Lilly had Clarke into the robe and sipping on a cup of tea at the Kitchen table. Jerry sat down as well. "I suppose the obvious question is what brings you here?" Clarke looked into his tea. "I had a blow up with Mother. Shouting, arm waving, the works." "And...." "I needed to get away." Jerry took a sip of his own cup. "Crystal City wasn't far enough 'away'?" "Not this time." The rain continued to vent it's fury. "What was different this time?" Clarke sat back pulling the robe around him. "I don't really know Dad. It was the same tired argument, the same emotional appeals. Maybe that is it, there was nothing different, except I have heard it one too many times." "So why all the way here?" "Mom might look around Crystal City for me. She won't come here." "That's likely. What about your work?" "It will hold. I told Elizabeth I was leaving." "That will keep you covered. What next?" "I don't know. Maybe I just need some time to cool off. Time to think without my head being messed with all the time." "Indefinite stay?" "Yea, until I can think this out." "You'll need to call Nairobi in the morning, and let them know you are here. This is Earth, not El Nanth. Bureaucrats so thick you can't help but step on them." "Ugh, it might be a short indefinite stay." "Don't make plans now. That will keep till morning." "Yea, is there anything to eat around here. I left just before dinner." Jerry smiled. "I was fixing for a kitchen raid myself. Let's see what we can find." "Good morning Tara." Jerry walked passed his aide's desk. toward his own office. "Morning Admiral. Captain Styles is waiting for you." "Good. Are the orders in place." "Yes sir." "Tell everyone to move. I want it done in five minutes." Levyson pressed a stud on her desk. "The word is given." "Affirmative" said the voice from the speaker." LaSaille nodded and entered the office. Styles was looking out the windows at the morning traffic on the bay. Jerry waited a moment, watching him watch. He walked to his desk, sat, then cleared his throat. Styles started and turned quickly. "Admiral LaSaille, I didn't hear you come in." "Captain Styles, sit down." Styles took the indicated seat. "You left a message that I was to see you sir, as soon as possible." "Yes. Why isn't the Excelsior ready for operational status." "Well, ahem, we have been having some difficulties in the shake down. I don't think we have located all the damage done to the drives Admiral." "You have had two months to repair ten minutes of work." "Mr. Scott is a most thorough engineer sir...." "I don't buy it. I don't buy the 'Scotty is an engineer beyond mortal hope.' line. I am calling some engineers in from outside the project, to audit it." "Sir, I must object, the transwarp project is cutting edge. Most engineers will not understand it." "I am of the opinion that if Starfleet engineers cannot understand something, if it is beyond their understanding, then it is not engineering. What might it be if it is not engineering?" "Admiral LaSaille, I have the highest confidence that we can work these minor bugs out of the traswarp drives. We will have them working." LaSaille noted the light winking on his desk. "We shall know shortly if your confidence is well founded. As of this moment the command codes have been changed on the Excelsior by my order. You are relieved of command Captain. The auditors have control of the Excelsior." Styles sat gaping like a fish out of water. "I strongly suggest you keep yourself handy should the audit team have any questions." "On
examining the USS Excelsior we have concluded that the transwarp system
is unstable, and even if run within accepted tolerances would prove a
danger to her crew." Captain Henderson sat down. "Admiral
LaSaille, this is unacceptable." Rain hissed down in sheets outside the stable door. Jerry continued to brush down the big Tennessee Walker in the quiet gloom of the barn aisle. No sound but the rain, and the horses muttering one to the other. A dusty haze filtered the wane light as he worked. This was simple work that hearkened back to a time before memory. A time when some forgotten genius decided that a horse was better to ride than to eat. **I would love to meet him.** **Yes Aleilan, so would I. Every time I touch a horse I think of the wonderful gift he gave us.** Aleilan cocked her head at him. **Horses are a gift?** **A gift, helpmate, companion, friend. For three thousand years we built our world on the backs of horses.** The mare turned her head to look him in the eye. "Yes, girl, I'm thinking about you." He briskly brushed her withers. **Now we give the few that remain beautiful places to live, and a life of horsey ease.** **Today's ride was ease?** **You ask her. Is she happy?** **Yes, but you knew that.** **You asked me a question beautiful one. I know she likes running with you.** **We like running with the horses. They are bright for animals.** **So made by man. Horses and dogs are the animals we bred for intelligence. Someone to be our friends, not simply our servants.** **You don't seem to have much affinity for dogs.** **I never have.** Jerry led the mare into her box. He checked her hay and the water system. Aleilan idly chewed at a bit of hay. **Better quality than usual.** **Good crop this year. We have a good amount laid up as well.** He latched the stall door behind him. The mare continued to pay attention to her hay. Jerry looked out again at the rain. The barn cat twined around his feet supplicating for any treats he might have. **Well, we might as well finish up in the barn before supper. That doesn't look like it is letting up soon.** Miss
Lily cocked her head at the slight "whump" upstairs, and the kitchen
chandelier shook slightly. "Well. Mister Jerrod and Aleilan are finally
in from the barn. After
supper Jerry walked back among the barns with Aleilan. Water ran down
the cobbled path in the aftermath of the rain. The clouds slowly parted
to reveal the stars. Ones I Used to Know Snow fell gently on the bare trees. Big soft flanks drifted down on a nearly windless night. Jerry lifted the mug of hot coco to his lips and watched the snow fall. Magical, that was the word that always sprang to mind. Snow changed everything. The trees and fences became things of wonder in the difuse moonlight and the falling snow. The fire burned low. It's glowing logs were the only light in the parlor. Christmas Eve. The tree lent it's odor to the atmosphere. The speakers softly played the tunes from his childhood. Jerry smiled, the old crooner never sounded better, and indeed it would be a white Christmas, a rare one. With half lidded eyes he could almost see his Mother in the rocking chair, her kinting on her lap. He and his brother by the old RCA putting the big 78 records on one by one. His sister as usual was shifting the presents beneath the tree, looking to see how many she had. Dad? But of course, he was in his Father's chair, and the presence of the old man was close beside him. Uncle Joe doubtless had all his corny old stories to tell again, and Aunt Marie would fuss about them as usual. Susan was here with their young son, and Anne, it was good she could make it too. Connie sat by the fire with her warm smile, just for him. Hanee and Nia gathered into the circle. Sara was here too, Oh Sara, the things I never told you. Just then the kids came bursting in from some game. He reached out to hug them all. Where the treetops glisten and children listen To hear sleigh bells in the snow..." The
fire slowly died in the hearth as Jerry sank down into his chair.
Aleilan, carefully not to wake him, licked the tears from his cheeks.
She lay back down at his feet and cradled her head in his lap. His
hand, unseeing, sought the comfort of her touch.
The Gift of the Magi Clear, bright, cold. Christmas morning was cold for the typical Kentucky winter day. The new-fallen snow covered Bellicolone in a blanket that muffled sound. The horses frolicked in the unfamiliar snow. Even they seem to understand that the day was special and the snow was meant to be played in. Jerry stood on the porch and watched for a few minutes. He heard the door creak open yet again. Aleilan checking to see that he hadn't frozen stiff, again. "No I have not succumbed to the rigors of the weather." **It's cold outside. You should be wearing more.** "Yes mother." Jerry continued to watch the horses in the nearest pasture as they tossed their heads and chased each other. The door creaked again as she stuck her head out up to the horns. **Breakfast is ready. Are you coming in?** "Yes yes, I'm coming in. Miss Lily's biscuits are not to be missed." Jerry
hung his jacket by the kitchen door. The kitchen was warm. Miss Lily
had gone all out and cooked a real meal for Christmas breakfast,
nothing from the processor this time. She looked up from placing dishes
as he closed the door. The Warriors Tale The company was good, the new warriors fresh and eager from their training gathered about the old heroes and begged tales of glory. All but MogQua told their tales of battle to the eager youth. Finally Mogtak turned to his Grandfather. "Sire, you are the greatest warrior among all here. What is the most frightening foe you ever faced?" The old man took a long sip from his blood wine. "It was a Human." he said quietly. The young warriors muttered their denial. "A human?" "How could a Human be fearful?" "Humans are barely worthy foes." "SILENCE." Cried the old warrior with a roar, lurching to his ancient feet. "Silence! Since you have been impudent enough to insist, I shall tell you. I shall tell you what fearsome really is." All sat silent now, gazing with respect at the ancient one. "When I was young as you are now, I had a friend. Kars was his name. His Father had been a warrior in the first war with Humans. His Father had died in that war on Anaxar, as had many. But, Kars knew the name of the Human that had killed his Father. He had a name, and he nurtured that name like a malignant thing through many years and many cruises together. Lieutenant Jerold LaSaille. Yes, I remember the name. I heard it often. "We were on cruise, shortly after the First Kittomer Accords. Klingons were welcome for the first time on Starfleet worlds. We toured the city at the foot of Starbase 24 as it was known then. Kars, Ger'Mok, and myself. As we swaggered down the street we passed a group of Starfleet in their soft uniforms. I heard the fateful name spoken by one of them. 'Admiral LaSaille' she said to an older Human. Kars stood like you had run the main power bus of a war cruiser through him. 'Wait' I cautioned. 'Humans have only so many names'. Kars was unhearing. He turned toward the Humans, who by now were watching us. 'Are you Jerold LaSaille.' Kars demanded of the older man. 'Yes" he replied. Kars was working himself up. 'Were you a Lieutenant on Anaxar?' 'Yes.' said the Human, as calmly as you please. 'You killed my Father'. said Kars. He was in a full rage by now. The Human stood impassive. Kars drew his knife and spat out the words of challenge. 'I challan... BOOM!" Yelled the old one, the young warriors started back slightly. "The old human had a slug pistol in his hand quicker than we could see. Kars was on the ground. "It was only later I recalled this to any detail. Kars fell as if someone had jerked him down with a rope from behind. He fell heavily he did not move or cry out. A small hole oozed blood from between his eyes. Bits of his head spattered the street and his blood pooled beneath his shattered head. We turned toward the Human named LaSaille. His fellow Humans looked as shocked as did we." One of the young men leaned forward. "And then you killed him." The old man fell heavily back into his chair. "No. The Human held the slug pistol at arm's length. I moved slightly, and the gun moved to cover me. I looked into the eyes of my foe... and saw nothing. NOTHING!! He would as soon have killed me as taken his next breath. My honor, my skill, were meaningless to him. If my movements displeased him at all, I would die, and my foe, did, not, care. He put the gun away. 'Pick up the trash, and leave.' He said. As calmly as you ask for more blood wine. He turned back to the officers he was with, and we were dismissed. Ger'Mok and I grabbed Kars' body and fled." "Grandfather, it is hardly a tale of honor. Why was this frightening?" "Must I spell it out?" grumped the old man. "Yes, yes I must, because you are young. Well you have learned the ways of the warrior and well you understand the way of honor, and the relationship between you and your foe." The young men all nodded. "Even Humans understand this, even if most of them could not articulate it." Again the nods. "This man did not fight. He cut Kars down before he could get the challenge out of his mouth. He measured Ger'Mok and myself and dismissed us. To find a man that did not fight. One who killed or did not kill, without consideration of his foe. To find a reasoning being that refused the most basic of relationships, that of foe to foe. That was frightening beyond any creature I have done battle with." The young warriors were quiet. At last Mogtak broke the silence. "In all due respect Sire, this man is long dead." MogQua leaned forward, his voice barely above a whisper. "Yes, that he might well be. As you sit here full of blood wine and your own potential for glory, an ancient tale does not sink it. He is out there, him, and others like him. Old Human warriors get this way I am told. They grow bitter and tired, but no less deadly. This LaSaille is not unique. Some night, some sober night when perhaps everything has not gone your way this man will steal into your courage, thieve into you hearts. He will sink to the bottom of your being, and you will know fear. Remember this: You never know where, and when, you will cross his path." Old & New "Admiral LaSaille, I understand that you do have a right to defend yourself, but the manner of your defense...how does one say this...it was brutal." LaSaille locked eyes with Admiral Cendara. "Have you ever been stuck with one of those knives?" "No, I can't say I have." "It isn't pleasant. I don't intend to have a repeat of the incident." "Why don't you carry a phaser like everyone else man?" Added Admiral Yanyos of Military Command. "I do." "Why didn't you use it? that would have saved a world of trouble." "Trouble from whom? The Klingons?" Cendara broke back in. "No, the only complaint I have gotten from the Klingons was your parting comment about trash. They claim that it was and I quote 'not an honorable tribute to a fallen foe'." Jerry shrugged. "They would be right, it wasn't the most diplomatic thing to say. I do regret it." Cendara was on his feet. "Why didn't you just stun him, they we would have nothing to regret!" "Admiral Cendara, how well do you understand Klingons?" "I've met a few." LaSaille leaned into his point. "I mean understand them, how they think, how they act, why they act as they act?" Cendara sat down. "No one in the Federation knows them that well." "There is one person." "Who?" "Myself." "When did you spend time among Klingons?" "How soon we forget. I spend two years slinking around in the rain and mud of Anaxar studying Klingons." "What's your point?" "Stunning him would only have made it worse. I would have dishonored him among his fellows. He would, at that point, do anything to find me and kill me. The reason the Klingons have not complained about my shooting him down in the street, is they would have done the same thing. OK, they likely would have fought him blade to blade. I declined to fight. He didn't do his homework." Cendara looked at LaSaille with horror. "You don't even understand this, do you? Your actions are a public relations nightmare. We cannot have the head of Galaxy Exploration Command, a full Admiral in Starfleet shooting people in the street like some 20th century thug!" "Far better the Admiral take a knife in the gut, or have a Klingon gunning for his hide the rest of his life?" "That isn't what I mean." "It's exactly what you mean even if you don't have the guts to say it. You would prefer a Galaxy where that sort of thing didn't happen. A Galaxy where nothing and no one ever rocks the Public Relations boat. I would prefer a Galaxy where I could eschew violence as well, but it isn't happening. As for PR, I have some suggestions that are likely to be physically impossible." "We have to consider the reputation of Starfleet." "Individuals can take it up the ass if that helps PR. Better an heroic funeral than a dead punk." "I'm not wishing anyone dead. Good grief man, we do have to consider how the public views us." Yanyos interjected. "We cannot allow this incident to go without some manner of action Admiral LaSaille, for the good of the fleet." LaSaille addressed the Advocate General, who had remained silent to this point. "Has any law been broken?" She consulted her PADD. "No, to the best of my knowledge no laws have been broken." "Has any Starfleet regulation been broken?" "No, there are no regulations about flag officers carrying personal weapons, or defending themselves." "Has there been a diplomatic complaint about the shooting?" "No." Jerry looked the other members of the joint chiefs over. "But 'something must be done', and that solely for the PR. 'For the good of the Fleet'." His face hardened. "There was a time, when the actions of this body were directed to the honest accomplishment of the mission in our charter. There was a time that any officer that did right and good could expect that his actions, no matter how unpopular, would be defended." Cendara sat with his hands spread firmly on the desk. "We must consider the good of the service. Times are changing, Starfleet must keep up." LaSaille looked right at him, and spoke softly. "There was a time we lead, not followed. There was a time when such nonsense as 'the greater good' was not tolerated in this room. There was a time I was proud to be a part of Fleet. I have served Starfleet for 61 years. I have done good in that time. But I have no more patience for the mealy mouthed organization that flinches with every change in the wind of almighty public opinion that Starfleet has become." Jerry opened his jacket and shrugged it off. His shoulder holster and the grip of the darkly blued Colt were exposed to everyone. He tossed the coat down in front of Admiral Cendara. "I'm through with the lot of you, as of right now. I have other things to do with my time." Closure Hot and thin. The few times I had been on Vulcan that is the thought the air always brought to mind hot and thin. So I was on Vulcan again, at the request of a most unusual man. At the moment I was walking behind a Vulcan woman that was taking me to him. I caught sight of myself in a reflective surface. It startled a little still. I was still getting used to not wearing a Starfleet uniform every waking hour, discovering that I still had no great sense of style. “This way Mr. LaSaille” said the woman indicating a door. “He knows you are coming.” I entered the austere Vulcan sitting room. The man in question was meditating. I stood just inside the door and waited until he indicated awareness of me. “Come in Mr LaSaille.” He rose from his meditative posture. “I was not sure your would come at all.” I entered at his bidding. “I was surprised that you were asking for me. I would think I would be the last person you wanted to see Srock.” “The logic is not apparent, no.” He turned to face me. “I do not claim logic in this matter. Logic, has frequently failed me in the past.” A slight hint of a near smile crossed his lips. “I am here.” “I see that you are. You did not bring Aleilan.” “She is in the lobby. You did not ask for her. I am no longer an officer in Starfleet Srock. I travel with whom I please.” “Indeed. It has been many years, and your visage has not changed. I expected those changes as a human would age.” “I am as I am.” “You offer no explanation.” “I do not. I have a question however.” “The obvious one I think.” “Most likely, why did you wish to see me?” “To do a human thing. To express my thanks.” The laugh nearly got out. I sternly suppressed it. “Your thanks? Srock, you have been in this institution for 50 years and you thank me?” “Yes, I thank you. Without you, I would most likely be no where. My Katra lost, my memory forgotten. I am to be released soon. I can attempt to find for myself a more normal life, because of you.” I stond for a moment , silent. “Then I can but accept you sentiments with the grace with which they are offered.” I made the hand gesture Vulcans use. “Live Long and Prosper Srock.” He returned my salute. “Live Long and Prosper Jerold LaSaille.. As you once said to me, for what you have done to my benefit, I will remember.” Closure – August, 2008
Now That You Have It... Summertime, Savanna sizzled on a perfect day. El Nanth was at zenith, and you could all but hear the UV hit the ground. Aleilan was out playing among the herd. Jerry brushed his hair, nearly white from the sun, back from his face. Time to pop down for a haircut. Might as well fire up the old hovercar and take a run into town. The garage was a cavern of cool compared to the sun outside. Jerry ran a through preflight on the old Sabb. It didn't get out very often. Preflight finished he buckled in and opened the garage door. As he hovered out the roof turned a near black as it came out under the open sky. He flipped the approach radar on, and put on the headphones with the mike around by his mouth. "Jerry to Landing traffic control, how is the approach at 500?" "Morning Jerry, you are clear at 500, enjoy your drive." Roger that Landing. Approach at 500 is clear into town." Jerry ran the car up to 500 meters, eased the throttle forward to Mach 2 for the drive into Landing City. Twenty minutes latter he settled the car down to ground hover mode and eased into the town proper. There wasn't anyone's vehicle in front of Floyd's barbershop, but a small herd of Ane was gathered in and about. When he entered he noted that several of the locals were present as well. An Ane was getting a mane trim at the moment. It was someone he knew. "Treban, when did you decide on the cultured look?" **Today, and I am following through on the decision.** "It suits you." **Why thank you.** Jerry looked at at the small crowd. "Who's next?" "You are." Said Jila. "We're just hanging loose." Nuru looked up from the filmy he was reading. "When are you rolling the Kongo out?" Jerry smiled. "Next week. Oh she looks good. All finished except for a very through inspection." "That's something I don't think anyone wants to miss. It's going on three years now?" Jerry sat. "Five. It took me two years to get her bought and moved to El Nanth." Jila nodded. "Yea, she looked a sight coming in. Starfleet used her up good." "That is what starships are for." "What are you going to do with her?" Jerry scratched his chin. "I don't have that part thought out truth be told." **It is always best to tell the truth.** Interjected Treban. "A statement of the obvious. She isn't the ship the Desiderata is, not as fast, not as roomy. She is a bit of history at this point." "What about starship rides?" Asked Nuru. "Starship rides?" "Yea, let people get a feel for what a starship is like. So many museum ships are locked down and safed to the point they might as well be mock-ups. Why not let people feel the real thing, underway." "I'll have to consider that Nuru. I don't want to play tour guide to an endless parade of tourists, but the idea does have a certain appeal." "It would do these kids good to learn what went before." A light came into Jerry's eyes. "Yes, it would." Nuru looked at him. "You're not thinking what I'm thinking?" "No, I don't think so. Taking school kids out would be a good thing and I will be doing that, but taking Starfleet kids out would be good as well. They need exposure to something outside the latest thing. A chance to absorb an older Starfleet culture." "Always the subversive." "Damn straight Nuru, Damn straight." Jerry grinned. "Next?" Called the Barber. Now That You Have It... -- Garry Stahl, March 2005 The question asked of the dog that finally caught the car.
The Klingon warrior approached the Human with caution. He kept his drink firmly in front of him. He would have preferred a disruptor, a ship's disruptor. A public place was no assurance with this Human. He stopped a few feet from the Human's table. "Are you Jerold Ryan LaSaille?" "I am." "I am Karass, son of Karnor, House of m'Thos I have questions I would have answered." Jerry looked at the Klingon doing his best to be calm. "Sit, ask your questions." Karass sat and placed his drink on the table. He placed his hands flat on the table as well. "Twenty five years ago you shot my Uncle at Starbase 24." Jerry's face drooped a bit. "Yes, I shot a Klingon." "Why did you dishonor him with your words?" Weariness stole over Jerry's face. "I was not a Klingon, and at that time, I was barely a Human." "I do not understand. I want to understand." "I don't know if I can explain it." "Will you try?" "This understanding matters to you?" "Yes. I want to know what differences drove you to say these things. You are not a Klingon. Your death will not unsay the words that have been said. Only your words can accomplish that." Jerry nodded. "I will try to explain. twenty five years ago I was suffering the long term effects of a most rare malady, longevity. I have spent the last ten years trying to get a grip on that." Karass furrowed his brow. "How is living long a disease?" "It depends on how long you live Karass. I am nearly 400 years old. Humans are not evolved to live 400 years. My mind was slipping. I was forgetting the when of things, I had started to look on shorter lived people, as being less people because of it. Your Uncle, at that moment meant less than nothing to me, and I said words that should not have been said. I have since regretted them deeply." "Your words are strange. But I sense truth in them. How comes a Human to live so many years?" "You find that out Karass, and then tell me. I don't know. I simply fail to die, I fail to age. No one can explain me, least of all me." "You tell me that you regret, what have you done to repent your actions?" "I have sought help for the problems of my mind. It was seek help or descend into madness. I had no desire to live a mad man." "Have they worked?" "I am in public. It is only recently I have allowed myself back into public. What token do you wish to take from this Karass?" "I do not know." Jerry nodded and spoke in Klingon. /"Your Uncle was a proud warrior. He was prepared to avenge the death of his Father, your Grandfather. His only error was in misjudging an old wolf that had seen too many fights. I dishonored his efforts with my words. Can I restore that with new words?/" "/You are Human, I will accept your words. I have one further question./" "/Ask./" "/How did my grandfather die?/" "/He died performing his duty. It was war, he was my foe. I thought I had killed him cleanly. Klingons are a tough people./" Karass rose from the table. "I leave with a lighter heart than I came with." He turned and left. Jerry sat and pondered....
Professor Montgomery Scott looked
at
the gleaming ship in the El Nanth space dock window and marveled. Not
that the USS Kongo was a particularly marvelous
ship, but
that it was here in the pristine condition it seem to enjoy was a
marvel indeed.
A
short walk took them directly to engineering. Scotty looked about,
respecting the fact that many of the panels were live.
This
would be after Susan's "Matters
of Perspective"
and ties in with
the STB-600 game. I have the recovered Scotty
(Relics)
taking a post at the Edinburgh Institute of Technology as an
instructor. He was asked to come out and brainstorm on the disodium
project, which he is doing here. There is a scene in the game where
he walks into Hailey's office with the teleporting Ane trotting in
behind him. A bit o' fan service for Jay's character, as Admiral
Haile
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